i wrote this on December 13th, and it came true tonight.

I want to see snow before I go
need to know these streets will miss me
leave an imprint on this city
bury myself on the hill across the way
the one I flew down when I knew how to
forget the day to day
when you’re a kid
you just don’t think about it
move from moment to moment
and pretend each second is infinite
it’s living
oh yeah that’s living
and I’ll be missing that feeling the second I hit the road
I’ll be begging for cold winds and snowflakes
the second I feels the rays
the Florida sun
the humidity will burn through me
I’ll turn to a skinny shell of someone
similar to the person I knew
in Baltimore
in Baltimore
in that city with the same damn roads
with the sidewalks and playgrounds
that mess of a town
I know so well
how will it feel
to leave my home sweet home
I need memories to pack with me
I want to see snow before I go.

this night was exactly what i wanted and needed. thank you everyone who came out. i love and will miss all of you.